|One of the photo-manipulations I did. I hope you enjoy your stay on my page.|
Any pictures that I did not take I have permission to load on here from the person who took them. Like my friend Froli who does not want an account on here
Killing me insideOf lately it is so hard for me to even maintain a smile. I try so hard to hide my pain although I still cry at night when I am alone. So many nights I end up just crying myself to sleep. My physical problems are acting up very badly right now. Times like these are not usually so bad but I have a little girl and I want to be able to care for her. I have family who lives with me and helps. But it is not the same as being able to do everything yourself. I was taught growing up to be able to care for myself and my own. It is hard for me to not over do it and then be stuck in my bed for almost 3 or 4 days.Killing me inside by neshemadarkangel
As some might not know I am currently pregnant. I am at 7 months now and still a high risk pregnancy. Currently I’ve been trying to push myself so hard...that way no one else has to pick up my slack. It has caused me to spot some and now I have to take it easy. It is just I want to be able to do so much and yet my body will not let me. I hate how some of my family (they don’t
|Warning! When it comes to my stories I do alot of Yaoi. I write in mature content so please remember that. Not all my stuff is yaoi. I do alot of collab work which I love doing. ^___^ For those who wonder mostly all of my stuff that is written is 18+ work |
IF YOU WANT TO COLOR ANY OF MY LINE ART LET ME KNOW
*cough* I know I am lazy and don't draw finger nails -.- mainly since I suck when I do. Also as you notice I don't stick to one style really -.- I kind of want to improve on them all.
As a warning as well I do sort mostly all of my things into different folders
|Check them all out! As a warning there is "Guy x Guy and Girl x Girl" Things in here. I also say if you don't like some artistic nudity avoid half of the gallery. Or else the evil panda will sneak into your house and eat you!|
If you haven't noticed I love to write. I write stories for people and sometimes it will take me a little while to get a new chapter up. I do have several stories going on at once. When it comes to my drawn art I am still learning to get better at my style. I do swear a lot in my writings and usually in my real life. If it offends you then I am truly sorry for that. If you wanna chat just hit me up on here ^_^ I don't bite well at least hard.|
Things you should always know about me.
I will never judge you for being \"Bi, Les, or Gay\" it is nothing bad.
I always appreciate the that people do
I write and do Collaborations all the freaking time.
www.formspring.me/neshema If you just want to ask me stuff I have a formspring
For those who want to know more icons ---> helpplz.info/index.php?offset=…
I can't stand people who report stuff just because they don't like it. Seriously grow the hell up! it annoys the hell out of me. I had one of my stories reported because people didn't like the fact it was very sexual and I followed the DA rules which pisses me off! Okay I am done with that bitching.
I just love the fail whale
These will be on here forever!!!!!!!
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Current Residence: michigan
Favourite genre of music: i listen to all music usually it is just whatever catches my interest
Favourite style of art: mixed really, i mainly do pencil work then ink it along with taking photo's
Favourite cartoon character: Serena from sailormoon, maily since she grows up so much from when people think of her as a child
Personal Quote: Sometimes we can only go with what life gives us